Stressed out again
Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 @ 19:47
Despite completing all my homework, there�s still this overwhelming urge to scream. I hate being so over-reactive to the littlest things, to everything. Too much stress makes me very crazy. I just want to go to sleep now. I haven�t felt like this for a long time, or maybe I just thing so.
I was so nervous doing an oral presentation, everyone had all their attention focused on me, something I�m not used to. The littlest mistake, movement, misspoken words, they would have noticed. Afterwards, my teacher told me it was �well done and, very interesting and informative.� He�s a really nice teacher, especially when you get all your work done and on time, and for projects do a lot of research..
I was practically shaking when presenting, and we have to do this again next term. Ooh great.
Fitness testing started today and I walked most of the run talking with a friend. I did a little better than last time but felt worse after it. I don�t think the exercise from this run did anything for my stress though. This is so awful. I won�t even play ball or swim tonight I don�t think.
I don�t ever want to do an oral presentation again, nor run for fifteen minutes, ever again. My life sucks.
Good night.
Jenna
PS: I really really love this new design for my diary.
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